Wednesday, April 26, 2006 at 4:48 PM
YO ~ darn pissed with everything today !damn everything. damn damn damn damn damn damn. fuck it mans.
luckily, after a long long sleep ~ i was feeling better. shoulders, back and head dun ache that much. have been thinking much and more. SIGHS * feel so PACKED UP. really dno hw to descirbe the feeling of it. SOBS.
im very surprised too. that actually he knew. he knew. but there's some more which he have not known. i dunno if i shld even say. goddamit. FCUKSTERS !
ADIOS ~
darling, i miss you so much !!!! much much much !!! i love you so much. haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. its ok if u dint send me home today. i dun mind. becos there's no need of it EVERYDAY wad. i mean u have yr own space and all. okies. thats all. byebye my pie ! smucks* "Only One"
this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
you're my only, my only one
woo, love this song. ^^ heyya ppl. today wasnt a very good day. perhaps its just me thinking too much. :( whole lesson time back was freaking painful. plus the shoulders were aching for no reason. =X goddamit. so freaking pain. den after school played catching. den my mummy came. wowness, lol. den she say i so tomboy. =.- which i agree lahz. lol. hee. den after that left and darling sent me home. oopsie. he wei le wo, den was late. sorry darling.. sorry. * SMUCKS * & im missing him like madness again. always de la. lol.. i so freaking hate LEEYEE man. & CREEDENCE. bloody hell. keep making hell lot of fcuking noise for what fcuk tellme ?! fucking nabu cheebye bastard. lol. LMAO. farhan told me many jokes today. all disgusting de. but funny. HOHS ~ =X hee. i abit siao. things that arent very funny, or its very funny, i will luff like MADNESS. like im some sort of FREAK ( FRENCH + GREEK = FREAK ) lolz. russell peters totally rocks la. HAHX ~ your mother's so fat, that when she jump for joy, she got stuck. ok thank you. LOLZ. another one !! u wanna THAK SOM BONG ?! haa. many many more la. confuscious say," you go to jail, bad boy !! " hee. mei, u very poor thing sia. dun think so much le la. that guy dun wan u is to his disadvantage. DUN THINK TOO MUCH LE. JIE ZHAN ZAI NI ZHE BIAN ZHI DAO MAH ?! =)
deardear darling,
today ima glad that u actually sent me home. which i sent u again. lolx. =X
miss ya so muchie mans. u are my ANGEL. my PIE. MINE & ALWAYS. ^^
i love you robo cop boiboi. hee. a special day is comin up soon. just one day before exams. and i hope u really rmb it ! hahz. muacks darling. love you lots lots. and dun say i dun love you ok ! i love u HELL LOT LEH. :)) hee, okie then. gtta go.
BYE PPL ~ ADIOS ~ CIAOS ~
ZOOMING OFF TO UTOPIA
THE LAND OF PERFECT.
how i wish i can dream on forever. LOLZ.
GED A LIFE EMERLYN !!